She came again...bringing a stormy excitement in the serenity of my dream world, the same way she had brought it into my real one. Looking into her beautiful deep eyes, I tried to utter the reality of my emotions but in my dream too, I failed.
I should have foreseen my failure, because the dream one sees while sleeping, is bound by what one can do while awake and, for me to vocalize my emotions for her was never a possibility.
We came close with a fight but got away without one. I think, if we had fought before leaving each other forever, it would have hurt a bit less. It is the calmness, with which I let her go, that agitates my heart the most.
I had known the end of it from the very beginning but was still pursuing the illusion, denying the truth every moment.
She has now become a vanishing dream…
Don't feel sad that it ended..feel happy that it happened
ReplyDeleteFeel bad that This fellow, Whom I considered my closest friend in Kolkata, never shared his personal life. Hmmm....now its getting clear , Who 'This Fellow' is.
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